cureton william

I totally just realized how much i donapos;t want to grow up. Sure i hate going to school, and not being able to drink legally but seriously, the future is so scary.

josh was telling me about how he and bobby are probably going to be getting a house in lake bonivista. I donapos;t even know where that is i know that this is kinda selfish but i donapos;t want josh to move out of where he is living now. Like, i love going to his house. And itapos;s so close to mine and my school that i can pretty much go see him whenever i want to. But if he moves into the new place i wonapos;t be able to see him like ever because he doesnapos;t have a car and i donapos;t know how to drive. He was also saying that when i graduate i am welcome to come move in with them but that is scary like i canapos;t wait to live with him but that would mean i would be moving out in like 8 months i am so not ready to even think about this. Like it gives me a lump in my throat and makes me want to break down and cry. Iapos;m so comfortable when iapos;m at joshapos;s and itapos;s like my home away from home. And even though i might be living at this new place it wonapos;t actually be my home. Iapos;ll two homes and the place where i go to sleep at everynight and keep clothes. But iapos;m so scared that i wonapos;t be able to go stay at either of my homes. Like what if my mom wants to change my room into a different room and joshapos;s mom does the same? then i will have no safe haven to go to when iapos;m feeling lonely or scared. I canapos;t even believe how upset and worried i am about this.

i should probably just go to bed before i have a nervous breakdown.

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Lololol oh leathermouth how i love you so~

(important: this song in no way condones violence in schools or anywhere else, its simply a song written from the point of view of a troubled soul who saw no way out. lifeapos;s a bitch.)

(elements of this song taken from letters written by jack the ripper.)
YESSS i knew it o/ yeah okay it was pretty obvious but still...

seriously man these lyrics are so fucking funny :[ awesome but funny. This boy has some anger issues and itapos;s making me want to hug the wittle thing. Lol



also i can haz a paypal account now. Fully functioning. WOOWEE. I still cant get a pro-account on flickr though because itapos;s 18 euros per year and i only have 15 on my account. Blah. Oh well, next month then..

also oh flickr how i loev you so~
Yay Welcome to your sparkly new home page Youapos;ll see that weapos;ve moved the furniture around just a little.
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It was so embarrassing yesterday that I didnapos;t even know how to use a vending machine, to think it was from JAPAN.
Yesterday, I went to the mall with my best friend after classes. But then, the guards strictly obey the rule implemented by our principal that students from our school are only around to enter the mall premises after six oapos;clock in the evening. And that time, it was about 5:00 in the afternoon. We couldnapos;t wait for one hour anymore, so we decided not to go to mall anymore.

And a vending machine in the parking lot caught my attention. It was my first time to see a vending machine. Well as far as I can remember, it was my first time. I was so amused so I wanted to try it. I placed a bill, and I was surprised when the machine automatically got the bill. To my surprise, I even screamed.

Then when the glass of cola was served, I donapos;t even know how to open it My best friend helped me and at last I got the cola. If she wasnapos;t there, I might have given up and leave the cola in the Vending Machine. The person next to use will be lucky. She was amused with me because it seems like Iapos;m a new-born baby that has no knowledge about anything in the world.

And that was hilarious. I realized I wanted to record a video of myself and show all of you how silly I am when it comes to Vending Machines. Too sad, there will be no other chance because I learned my lesson.
Letapos;s see, maybe I might do the same thing sometime. :P
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Aw wow. Iapos;m 45.2kg this morning. Thatapos;s 99.7lbs The lowest Iapos;ve been in almost 2 years. I never thought Iapos;d see double digits again.

Anyway, I know itapos;s probably just because of how nervous I am lately. At first, when Iapos;m nervous, I start eating like a pig, but this time Iapos;m like so nervous Iapos;m not even hungry. So yeah, when things calm down a bit, Iapos;m sure Iapos;ll gain a little back. Letapos;s just take advantage of it while it lasts :P


So Iapos;ve got a question:
When youapos;re nervous, do you eat a lot and even end up bingeing, or do you feel not hungry at all? (Iapos;m curious because, in my case, itapos;s usually always the first option) (or do you eat as usual?)


Take care everyone :)
xxx
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